Feelings

Having feelings is...

Difficult

Because

If you like someone

but that someone like another person,

What is the use of liking her??

Instead of liking her,

Let her go...

If you love someone,

Let her go...

I let her go

because she doesn't like me

I tried my best

But nothing changed

I did this

I did that

But,

what did I get??

She liking someone else...

Zzz

Sure...

When you like someone,

your heart feels happy

excited... But problem is,

Does she like you back??

I admit...

I like a senior

But she doesn't like me back...

Actually..

Not one...

But two

But,

I tried my best

I had one

But another one..

I didn't get

I was happy that I got one

Then,

We had a little fight

And didn't talk...

And now...

I don't have 2 seniors that I like

What the hell?!

The lonely feeling is back again

I really really want both of the seniors

But

I failed

No matter what I did

The only thing on my mind...

Are

Those both seniors

And

Death

As long as I live

I hope they happy

Because I said before

My happiness not important as theirs

As long as they happy without me

I'm happy too

So,

I hope you two happy...

I don't want to say out who

But

I know myself good enough

Some things are better kept

As a secret

Than telling it out

and hurting people... 

=(