Fun

Yesterday,

I went on a trip!

I'm going to tell you all aboout it!

=)

This is me just before I go to Buddhist school

I was bored because

 I was waiting for mom to get ready

So,

I took a picture!

=)

These are the donations for the old folks

By the way,

The trip was to old fools home and hot spring

Hehe!

I was so excited!

We went on the bus

I sat with my friend,Yu Xuan

The bus was very full

I felt happy

We haven't start the journey

But,

I already start take picture anyway!

I took my earphones

And hear songs

Suddenly,

Yu Xuan took my phone

And take my picture

==

I know ugly

Don't laugh

Our first destination!

Langkap

An old folks home for

 old people and young children

I felt sad for them

I saw an old lady!

She was cute

This is the old lady

Telling the story about her family

Unfortunately,

Her daughters left her here

Her first daughter was too busy

Her second daughter

just passed away recently

I felt sorry

She was really cute!

This a photo of her with Sister Ooi

Now,

The second destination!

Also at Langkap

Here got less old folks

because this place is always ignored

And forgotten

They did great with the decoration

It was a happy place

Rumah Orang Tua Langkap

Haha...

Maybe can visit again!

The people are really sweet!

This aunty was the first person we saw there

Waiting outside!

Haha!

She was really cute!

This is a worker there

She was really kind

I liked her

We ate some snacks there

Nasi lemak and karipap!

Good good!

Yum Yum!

This is Bro.Lau

haha

Eating nasi lemak!

=)

I went inside and saw kittens!

They were shivering

They just born only

So,

Scared lo

They were really really cute!

I want to hug it now!

I took a picture of myself in the bus

I was too bored and tired

Long long trip!

Next destination is...

Erm...

I've forgotten

But

The people there wasn't very talkative

They were very quiet

Felt lonely there

We went to the back of the home

And we found...

This!

The walkway to relax your feet

It hurts

But,

It was a little relaxing

This is Yu Xuan walking alone

Brave!

*clap clap*

This girl is really cute!

I can't help it!

When I see a little girl

I go crazy!

She is 6 years old

Very naughty...

Hehe!

I finally took a picture with Yu Xuan!

She's a little camera shy...

Haha

My face looks funny,right?

I'm the girl who's leg is coming out from the water

Haha

Yes,

We reached our final destination!

Hot springs!

I went to attack the cold water first...

We look funny!

Then,

I went to the hot springs

It was really hot!

Pain!

But relaxing

My ugly feet!

It looks cold

But,

Really really hot!

42-50 degrees Celcius

Just changed shirt!

Took a picture at the toilet

I look like a dog

That just bathed!

Haha!

We sat on a mini train!

Really cute!

Everyone squeezed in

Haha

The driver!

We thanked him

It was a fun ride

But didn't last long...

Then,

Got on the bus

After 2 hours

We arrived home at 4.30p.m

We expected to arrive at 7.00 p.m

But the seniors were tired

So,

came back early

=)

I reached home

Very very tired

I played computer until late late night

I skipped tuition

Because too tired

Mom was angry

''Sorry mom!''

Then,

I did a treatment!

This 'thing' sucks the blackheads off your nose

Really works!!

Saw my hand?

Still wearing the tag!

Can't let it go!

Peace!!

A for Adult!

Hehe!

It was expensive!

But,

Luckily got enough money to buy!

OK!

That's all for today!

Bye bye

Change,Cute And Fate

I've changed

I really don't like changing

But,

This time

I love it a lot

I moved on

I never regretted anything

I made the decision to let her go

So,

I won't regret it

I'm a different person now

I feel happier

I changed a lot

Ever since that tragedy

That happened with her

Woke me up

I'm negative because

I let the negative side of me

Control me

I never gave the positive a chance

It was all my fault

If I noticed his earlier,

I won't let her suffer

But,

She's not suffering now...

I'm glad

I'm really really glad

But,

Even if I changed

My dreams still alive

To die and

At my funeral

Just nothing but

Smiles

I feel so happy

I keep seeing cute babies everywhere

Whenever I go out

I wave to them

And wave back

I saw a little boy

He was so so so short

So tiny!

I like short people because they look cute

He was at my stomach

Below I think

He was just so tiny!!

Cute!

Then,

I went to school...

On the way

I saw a cute little girl

Sitting on a motorcycle

She was staring at me

She looked so cute!!

I love children!

Especially babies!

I love them so so much!

Hehe...

Fate.

Is it true??

I heard that a lot of people believe in fate

Tonight...

I finally understand

What is fate

At first

I didn't believe it

But,

Keep on meeting my old friends

Fate!

Tonight

I'm so happy

Because when I finished tuition...

I saw her

^^

I can't stop smiling

When go home

Her car right in front of mine

More more happy!

Its time for me to change

I will always love cute babies and...

I believe in fate now.

And I always will...

=)

Confused

So confused

Last few days...

Go your blog again

and again

and again...

But

All I see is same post

But

Suddenly got new post

Don't understand it

The more I read about your posts...

The more I get confused

Sometimes feel

Got concern me

But...

Actually

Like no concern me

I now confused also...

But

When I thought

No concern me...

Feel like

Sad...

A single tear roll down

Because you say you suffer

So,

What can I do

To stop you from suffering??

Just tell me

And I will do it

Just to stop seeing you suffer

You told me

If you dream of someone...

Means that...

That someone,

Misses you

So,

I always hope

Every night

Just before I go to sleep...

I dream of you

But

Failed

So,

It means

That I miss you

But,

You don't miss me...

I thought

You are happy without me

You moved on

So,

I felt sad

And very confused

Yes!

I need you

I miss you

But

Feel like you don't feel the same way

So,

Confused and sad

Is the emotion

I'm having...

So,

I don't hate you

But

Do you hate me??

Secrets

Some secrets

Are painful

Some of them

are happy

sad

angry

and

suffering...

Sure,

I keep secrets too

When I was small...

I used to always say out the secrets

Although they call me to not

I just say out

But now,

No more

Instead of saying out

I keep secrets

But,

I don't tell them

to anyone

Yes,

Secrets are something

Very hidden

But,

Sometimes have to say out

To unlock your heart

And

after you tell out your secret...

Sure feel light

Not heavy anymore

But,

My heart still feels heavy

Because I got no one to tell my secret

That's why

I keep them

When I try tell my friends

They sure say

Sorry,I'm busy

or

Hey,I don't want to listen!

Or even

Get the hell away from me

I was hurt

More than one time of course

But,

Already used to it

So,

No need worry...

That's why...

I never want to tell anyone my secrets

They will say out

Or,

Ignore it completely

Why want tell them

When they don't listen anyway

So,

show a fake smile

And

pretend that you're happy

Why show sad when can show happy??

Hide myself

Hide my pain

Hide my suffer

Just hide everything

From everyone

Happy??

When I on facebook,

Saw two perfect photos

That shows my life

Maybe,

Some people don't know

But,

I just notice what these mean

As

These photos are just

Perfect =)

I laugh a lot at school

Because I want people to smile

I asked sis,

She said,

''I don't think that this is true to me''

But,

Hey

This always true to me

Because I experienced this everyday

I'm a pro at this

When I say at this,

Means that

I'm good at faking

I told a person that

I want to die...

She say that

Don't say nonsense

You always smile and make people happy

Especially when everyone bad mood

...

When I heard this sentence

I thought

I'm too good at faking

Maybe should loosen up a bit

And try to be happy

I guess you just notice right??

It's true

I try hard to make people happy

But,

I'm not happy myself

So,

I should try to be happy for once

At band yesterday...

A lot people try to make me laughed

But,

Nothing I did felt happy

I fake laugh,smile

But,

What they saw was 

smiles and laughter from me

But,

What they didn't see was

My heart suffer from pain

I couldn't hold it in anymore

Because

It's just too painful

More and more pain adding

In my heart...

So,

I'll try hard to be happy

If not,

I'll just stay as I am

And suffer...

Alone

Music

Music.

Hmmm...

Nothing to say

Because everyone loves music

Right??

Don't tell me you don't like it...

But,

Music is something special

Because can make me relax

I love love love it very much!

Especially those sentimental one...

Piano

=)

Piano one of the most best instrument everr!

To me...

=)

Because you can relax

Sleep

Peace...

I want headphones!!

Arh!!

My sister so lucky,

She got headphone!!

Blue one!

I want...

But,

Dad bought one only

And gave to her

I got speaker

I think its fair enough

But,

I still want headphones!

I'm trying to save money so can buy one

So far,

Until I 20 something only can get

Haha

But,

Trying hard!

Music...

Can make me happy

I like i when I put the headphones at my ears...

I put the volume loud loud

And I close my eyes

And ignore my pain

I forget everything

Just when the music came out...

I sing out my heart

And,

all the pain gone...

So,

I really want headphones!!

=)

When I have enough money...

I can finally buy my dream headphones

I want them white

I don't want expensive expensive one

Just a cheap and useful

Headphones~

Hehe...

But,

When get older,

Sure must buy for myself

But

I don't even think that will be an 'older' me

Hehe...

But,

Must buy before go

At least buy

Then only go

=)