My Heart??

My heart has a arrow

It shows me...

Whether if I'm near someone I like

or not...

Whenever I'm near a senior I like

The arrow goes crazy...

Whenever I'm with a senior I don't like...

It stays quiet...

I saw seniors

The arrow goes crazy...

But when I look at myself in the mirror...

My heart will have a crack...

Its not that no one loves me...

Its just that...

No one wants to love me...

Its sad...

And painful...

That's why...

I always say I want to die

Does my heart even matter in this world??

Why am I even asking??

No one will answer anyway...

People don't like me

And they never will..

What's the use??

Die better than live...

If I'm dead... I'm happy

Even if I'm not in the real world anymore

I'm confused...

And sad...

The question now is,

What am I confused about??

What am I sad about??

What am I crying about??

These things won't be answered...

Even if I begged...

No one will answer

And no answer will come 

What am I even waiting for??

A godmother to help me??

I wish...

So,

What am I still waiting for??

Just stuck the knife into my heart!

What's the use of living,

When...

No one wants or will love you...

=(