Promises

Promises.

I hate them

But,

I love them...

I made a promise with someone

To never leave her

Be by her side...

But,

I feel like...

That promise is broken now

I don't blame anyone

And I don't blame myself

Because I tried extra extra hard 

Just to keep that single promise

But...

I don't care if anyone blame me

I really don't care

Even if they blame me on a promise I didn't break...

Doesn't matter

Because its broken

But its not broken by me

I tried hard

Do you know that??

I guess not

Promises

are something special

But sometimes cruel

That's why I hate them

But,

love them...

People may think that

I am a liar

I don't keep my promises

I don't care what people think of me

Because they are not true

I don't mind

Because...

There is no one

that I could tell to it to anyway

Keep it in the heart

No matter how much it hurts...

Promises...

Can be made in different ways

Pinky promise

Text promise..

And something I love to call,

the hug promise...

Sometimes...

I feel sad that people don't trust me

It makes me feel...

guilty

Even if I didn't do anything wrong

What the hell?!

Maybe,

I have breaking promises

I made...

All this time,

But I didn't notice it...

Sorry??

I don't want to make promises that I can't keep

But...

I will try to keep them

As the promises are very important to me

=)

So,

don't misunderstand me as a liar

I'm not a liar

I'm just a person who...

keeps everything in the heart

Because she has no one to love her

Or no one who wants to love her

Yeah,

Some promises can't be forgiven

Even though I said

that saying sorry with a honest heart,

you maybe forgiven

I said MAYBE...

Not 100%

Just 50%

But,

I forgive anyone who broke a promise

Even if it hurts me a lot of pain

Just hold it in...

Just hold it in......

Some of you sure can't do it...

But I can

Because I have experience that hurt me

A LOT...

So,

Don't try this at home!

XD

I'm serious...

So,

I hope everyone happy

Just don't frown

Just smile

But don't ever be like me...

A useless

and negative

no fun person...